Have you ever found yourself reacting to a situation in a way that feels...bigger than the moment? Maybe a small disagreement with a partner feels overwhelming, or you find it hard to ask for what you need at work. These moments often have deeper roots than we realize.

At the heart of many adult struggles are the messages we absorbed in childhood - some spoken, others implied. These messages shape our beliefs about ourselves, others, and the world around us.

The Invisible Lessons We Carry

As children, we’re like sponges, soaking up the emotional environment around us. Even the most well-meaning caregivers can unintentionally send messages that influence our emotional patterns well into adulthood.

Some examples of common childhood messages include:

·       “Don’t cry.” Emotions aren’t safe or welcome

·       “Be a good girl/boy.” Your worth is based on compliance

·       “Toughen up.” Vulnerability is weakness

·       “You’re so smart, what happened?” Love is conditional on achievement

When we carry these messages into adulthood, they can quietly influence how we show up in relationships:

·       People-pleasing or avoiding conflict to avoid disapproval

·       Difficulty expressing emotions due to fear of being seen as weak

·       A tendency to overperform or strive for perfection to feel “enough”

·       Pulling away when someone gets too close, fearing rejection

Becoming Aware Is the First Step

Often, we’re not even aware of these patterns, they feel like “just the way I am.” But with gentle reflection and therapeutic support, it’s possible to trace these patterns back to their source.

Here are a few questions to explore:

·       What did I learn about emotions growing up?

·       How did my caregivers handle conflict, affection, or mistakes?

·       What messages about worth or love were modeled for me?

·       Do these beliefs still serve me—or are they holding me back?

Rewriting the Script

Therapy can be a powerful space to reexamine these early messages and consciously choose new ways of thinking and relating. As we understand our past, we open the door to healthier communication, better boundaries, and deeper connection.

You are not broken, you’re responding to a story that was written long ago. The good news? You can be the editor now.